I'll take a look at your posts. She did mention at some point after meeting with our mutual married friend with kids that, "it was a really tough reminder of the life I thought I wanted."
You'll have to take a long, hard look at who your W was and is ... and, more importantly, take a long, hard look at who you are, what you want out of life, and what you are willing to work with, what you are willing to walk away from.
Easier said than done. This is such a painful place to be, we swim in a sea of thoughts and emotions for days, weeks, months. But that's where mutual support in this forum comes in. Even though each of us have our problems and are confused about our own problems, it's easier to have clarity about other people's problems.
Hang in there. One day at a time. Don't rush. Find yourself, while in this terrible mess.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final
