I truly am trying to get myself to start doing things, but I just find myself paralyzed....constantly playing through every scenario, every outcome, and a new one for me is thinking about her having sex with another person and kids. It is absolutely crippling me. I know I sound like a big baby, and quite honestly I feel like it...I just don't know how to pull myself out of it.
What does all the stuff I bolded have to do with you getting a life?
Thats like saying, Im hungry. I know I should eat, but Im too worried about the economy and the war and global warming to walk to the kitchen.
