Hi Huddy, remember there is no magic bullet here. We don't get to do this and make them do that. I wouldn't go down the white lies route or consider dating. However, I would work towards a full and happy life for you - living 'as if' she were gone & weren't coming back. If that we're the case, would she be such a central focus for you? You still have a hold of that rope and want to give it a tug I think...😊
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus