Deep breaths are in order. Thank you all. I've been sitting and journaling things out for the last three hours. Had to leave work when I found out because I just couldn't concentrate.
It's hard to see the Mr. Feyth vs. Feyth court case headline. I worked so hard to clean up my side of the street and keep the road back to our m as smooth as possible. This has been steady and consistent work since before June 2015. So to see the "him" vs "me" thing is just crushing. I know this is what divorce is.... Believe me, I'm well aware, but I'm now thinking... Wow, life was so bad that now you have to take legal action against me. Divorce is serious! Ive never even had a speeding ticket and now I have a court case..... Against me! Such a blow to the heart.
Well, he may just have me served tomorrow when we talk. I won't mention anything about knowing this was coming, and I'll be still. I will try really really really hard to not let me emotions show.
I met with lawyers back in January and will be submitting the retainer paper work for one tomorrow morning..the L knows it's coming.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
