Eagle, Eric just curled some serious weight for you dude. I am thinking golf is not for you right now. You should try something different. Something new and something that builds mind in connection with body. What do you think about wieght lifting, martial arts, or a rock gym. It's time you kicked your own arse on different levels.
And man, journal, journal, journal. I want to offer to you, the journal can be what you want it to. Yes, thoughts, yes stories, but it may be quotes you like, pictures you took, ideas you wish to engage, or drawings. Anything. I have a few entire pages of just quotes from things I read here which I found helpful in my journal. I have lists of shirts, shoes, and pants I want to buy but cannot afford all at once. I have notes from YouTube videos on how to communicate effectively - etc. write it, go back and read it. Write who you were, who you are, who you want to be.
The shortest entry I have is one word, in the middle of a page all alone. It says:
"Self"
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
