cheesyt 4- no more doormat!

[cheesyt]

I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to think.
It seems like every thing I've been doing / working toward isn't going right or working.
so many directions to take.
not sure which one to actually take.
I feel extremely overwhelmed.
I don't know what to do.
I feel like I've stopped living. I'm only existing.
wth.

-whats my next step?