I'm about halfway through DB right now. I've started seeing a therapist again to help me sort all my emotions out. It's so hard. Two weeks ago I thought I was happily married. Today I'm writing on a divorce message board. It's hard for me to wrap my head around.
I'm making a concerted effort not to bicker with my daughter about the nonsense that bothers me. It took this BD for me to see how petty I could be with both my wife and daughter. I'm committed to being the best dad I can be.
I'm having such a hard time today. The uncertainty that is in front of me is a form of torture. Half of me just wants the situation to be over and the other half wants to fight like hell.
Thank you to the people who took the time to respond to my post. Knowing there is good and warmth in the world makes things a little easier.
