Life is kicking my butt

[qt4x11]

For me, I'm starting to think that I am a weird and idiosyncratic personality. I'm introverted and I like being alone working on my iPhone apps or playing classical guitar. I am either overly sensitive or totally withdrawn a lot of the times. It's a miracle I even got married in the first place. Looking back at our early years I really think it was held together mostly by all the sex, which blinded her to all my flaws and weirdness. And we also got pregnant, which pushed us faster in the direction of marriage. I think if just lived together for a few years instead of getting hitched and pregnant so fast we would've split up.