That's just it, I actually don't know...maybe it's just that I'm looking for some sort of validation to why all this happened. I'm sure a portion of being here is to share what exactly NOT to do after your W walks out. And I'd say I'm mostly here just to talk to people about it...how they moved on...what they did to make the pain of this go away and at least lessen somewhat.
Just as an FYI, having a new relationship doesn't exactly lessen the pain of losing the old one...it's just a different thing. Part of me also wants to be here to help clear up and learn about the things I did wrong in my M so that I don't screw up another one.
So in other words, I have no clue what my goals for being here are right now. It's likely a lot of things.
ME-37 W-34 T-8 M-4 ILYBNILWY BD: 8-31-2015 EA suspected - 11/1/15 PA confirmed - 1/22/16 W files for D - 2/4/16 D - 8/9/16
