Thanks AbdrewP and Job. I haven't spoken to any of his friends about him for quite a few weeks now and have never asked them to speak on my behalf. I know this would be a bad thing.

I've not had any contact with him for two weeks now. It makes me sad that he probably doesn't miss me enough to want to speak with me. I just feel so hopeless about it all.

Should I continue to remain dark until he contacts me? What if he doesn't contact me for months?


Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')