I've been off the boards for a while, but caught up on your 9/2 post and wow...a job referral from your divorce mediator???? Now that says a lot!
You are the hardest worker and the most motivated person I have ever come across (even though you are an invisible on line poster) and I really can't wait for the day things just get much easier for you. You are going through a lot, and you continue to do so following your set of beliefs and maintaining a positive outlook.
Your one of the few people in life that can honestly look back and say, "I did the best I could".
