Nothing much new to report. Cold indifference from W with occasional flits of irritation/annoyance. Typically I'd mind read as to what's going on in her head, but I'm trying to avoid doing that.
On the upside, I've booked a place at the beach to take the kids for four nights for their Fall Break from school. W was asked by S10 point blank last night if she's coming. She said no -- she has to work. It made me sad to see her lying as to the reason and him not fully buying it. The kids know more than she seems to realize.
Oh how this all [censored]. Trying very hard to be not gloomy or show that any of this impacts me or my mood. Not always succeeding.
Me: 46 W: 44 Married: 17 Together 21 D13; S10 BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you) Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)
