Your are doing the right things... It will be hard and you still have a ways to g, but trust me, I know the darkness that you are experiencing...
One foot in front of the other...focus on that...you will not notice the pain as you focus in this manner...
Get out of your own thread story here and see some of the neighbors...You have knowledge to offer. But focus on support, and helpful thoughts...avoid ruminating... Come to my thread and hang for a moment if I can support you....
My prayers are with you friend... I pray you feel some peace tonight.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine