Yea it is fear that is holding me back of course. I felt better this weekend but before then I was not really sure what she wanted so it was hard even though she was making moves. I think going forward I can open up more. Actually, if the situation was right and saw an opportunity to really go for something, that would be a god 180 for me.
It's funny... you do all this work to get to this point, for months and months this all you want then it comes... and I am like... errrr.... I don't know.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
