So lots of help and support has come my way ....it is funny many people here have said I have not changed and my W can see this .....W was having a go at our son and I stood up for him she really did not like this ....this lead us to having a conversation ....neve a good thing she says ..nothing has changed I am still not doing enough not spending enough time with our youngest not doing my share of the housework not doing my share of the dog walking and clearing up after the dog nothing will ever be enough
She knows how to press my buttons and make me feel bad.
Well enough I say I am [censored] if I am going to take this crap for much longer
I think I am almost done caring I really do
Saturday i am gong out meeting with friends for drinks then cinema local meet up
