I'm doing a little better. Finally taking action instead of staying in limbo has helped me a bit. We needed to move forwaRd. Husband was pushing to do so and I guess, I did it in the way that methe my best interests.
I'm sad though. It didn't have to be like this and it's a real loss.
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015