Having few ups and down lately and it really starting to annoy me. Had a really great girly weekend. It was so nice to catch up with my friend. Wish I could have stayed longer as was supposed to get kids early ( but H brought them back very late).
I know I do mind reading but recently H has been earlier to pick up kids but also has been later to drop them off (mainly when it's his weekend!). Surely if he wanted to be with OW he'd do like at the beginning bringing them earlier!
When I said I'm annoyed is that I'm getting better eveyday but it feels like God is reminding me that I'm still married. Kids wanted me to talk to H about something that I have discussed with her several times as well as him. I was annoyed because I had spent 2 weeks without physical contact, and I have to go back to square one! Also H texted me about what he is going to do with the kids on his days. I went WTF is that, because as far as I'm concerned it is his time with them and he does as he pleases him, where was the need for him to tell me this! I don't tell him anything about what I do with the girls when it's my time, so why does he believe I want to know about his!
He is happy with his life, mine is getting better and I'm in a healthier place, so it feels like going backwards again and to the pain when H contacts me for futile things. He has chosen to be with OW instead of his kids and me, so why can't he just assume what he has done and disappear from my life (well to a certain extent because we have young kids).
