Trying to detach - part deux

[Coly23]

Thanks Ladies, I hope I didn't offend anyone. I just felt I needed to do something to lift my spirits a bit and hopefully for a few of you on here too. I had a real attack of the weepies today and needed to pull myself together so thought this might help.

At the moment he does seem like an Alien to me. I just don't know him anymore and the longer I am dark the further away from him I feel. I fear that if he ever did want to come back I might have a tougher decision to make than I first thought.... :0(