Yeah I was not thrilled with the timing, but its just a part of this, when would a good day be? Never right?? But I fully believe she needs this ... its another roadblock in between her and Euphoria as far as she can see ... possibly with this and some time she will do the work I pray ... not to salvage anything between us, but for her own sake, my son would get a better mother out of it and I would be all for it. There is no M anyways so its just to go ahead and close that book .... will there be another only God knows this, I long ago gave this all to Him.
I do think you too have come out the other side a better stronger person, if there is a magic bullet it is that ... all this would be for nothing if at least the ones left standing did not figure out how to rise through the ashes and become a Phoenix .... a stronger better version of who we were ... maybe this was how its supposed to be.
