Hey Vice, do you think you are ready to date given all you've posted above? It doesn't sound like it if your W is so central in your thoughts. If I was the girl you went out with, I'd be really concerned about that, and if you are in this place it may be fairest to wait a while.
I never saw a single person post - Oh, I wish I hadn't waited so long to start dating - but I have seen many regrets about starting too soon.
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
