w texted me
w-i'm going to apply for food stamps. fyi.
me- are you applying as a household or alone?
w- as a house hold right?
w- i have to include you since we are married..
me- i would like more information on this, i am at work right now. would you like to discuss it later or tomorrow in person?
w - i'm not sure what info you need. please feel free to research online. i am happy to apply without including you if you decide that is the best action. i would like to apply by tomorrow (online) let me know what you decide.
me- i need info on how this affects me. what exactly is this program. I did do a google search before texting you and got various websites. what's the one you are looking at?
w- sent link.
w- there's all the info
me- great i will get back to you when i have a moment to inform myself.

wth...idk idk. W is freaking out about money? maybe she should stop spending all that money on CC's.

W cleared out our accounts, our joint cd. I know she has money in a secured loan I saw the paperwork.
Is this for D10?
Do I want my name on govt assistance?
My salary is enough for MY family and myself.
I feel weird being in this position.
Have been putting off more L's.
I want this to be over.
I need this to be over.
Do I agree, do I tell her to apply on her own?
Do i need to be worried about the debt she's getting herself into?
I'm pissed. W is going out drinking and partying, and shopping. W is going on this vacation in a week but wants to be on govt assistance?

WTF.

WTF.

-trying to stay sane.


Me(W): 29 EXW: 30
T: 6 M: 2
SD: 10
BD: 04/2016
PS: 04/2016
W officially "seeing" someone 09/2016
W filed 03/2017
Officially Divorced 11/2017