Maybs - Pt 4 - where to now?

[hawker]

I have had a hard week as well and I didn't go through mediation...maybe its the change of weather...I dunno...I have the same struggle with the missing her which is normal and thinking if she misses me as well...lol...luckily that doesn't consume me all day anymore hahaha...ugh...it does seem so weird about how things are now...I need to stop reading old emails because it seemed so perfect then....