To be honest with myself, every day is difficult. And will remain difficult while we are in in-house separation. Until D takes place.
But I have arrived at a place -- sadly -- where I think overall a D will be better than what we're going through. What I am going through. So, although I'm not exactly pushing the D forward, I am looking forward to being relieved to have this M behind me.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final