We understand...not everyone posts every day, all day long. You have a lot on your plate and it takes time to work through each and every section on that plate.
I'm glad you got out and had lunch. Sometimes we have to step outside of our comfort zone to help us move forward and do something different. I know you said that you were happy to go, but did you enjoy yourself? Did you enjoy mingling w/others?
I'm sure your wife is a good mother and loves her boys very much and I'm glad to see you say that.
When you are ready to journal, we'll be here to listen and offer advice/suggestions. There's no rush.
Take care.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
