It's been a long time since I last posted. Some interesting posts, I am only just reading. So sorry. I have really been struggling. My anxiety has been at an all time high regarding proceeding with certain legal issues, that I won't get too into just yet, much as I love and appreciate all advise. I have been procrastinating and just ignoring it and now I have to face it and it's really stressful and disturbing.
It basically been an issue of having to make a legal move that morally bothers me, but is an absolute must as per every lawyer I speak to. It's an issue of not knowing what the right decision is and just freezing and being incapable of making any decision even at my own expense. I feel like I am betraying a husband who left me and I know that's crazy. I feel guilt over my role in relationship demise. I worry that husband is taking advantage and hiding stuff from me as well. I also worry that I have villified husband and that I am in fact wrong in my assessments and follow up actions.
I am basically really miserable and depressed and have been having trouble coming on these forums, but would like to catch up again.
