I'm not saying I'm happy on how I came to start this journey, but now looking back I'm glad I was forced to take it.
I have been so pleased for my kids today as they have seen their grandad (they hadn't seen him for 5 months), more to the point is that H took our kids there. Just a quick reminder H hasn't spoken to his for the last 3 years. I'm genuinely pleased that H put his pride aside and reconnected with his dad.
I have no expectation of H coming back despite him reconnecting with his dad. I'm just pleased that they have amended things and more happier that my kids are able to see their grandad. Still a bit sad that I'm no longer part of the family (only on paper now), but I'm carrying on with my path and see where it's going to lead me. I absolutely feel emotionally stronger lately. Hoping it will last