Cherry.Papers filed "am I making a mistake".focus!

[Cherry]

Thanks surfer, you're right. Validate and let the L deal with the papers. And you're right about getting there in my mind. I guess the thing is I won't really know how I will feel closer to the time. There is no knowing how I will feel. It is an intimate moment, but I know that he wants to see the birth of his child, it's tricky.

I have my plan b ready to be my plan a. My mum will be ready to spring into action if needs be. My mum is a good soul, a wise thinker, and despite the hurt wh has caused (they thought of him like a son) she still thinking if things are okay between us that he should be there. I guess we shall see. With a wayward there's no predicting the behaviour. I still continue to tell him about upcoming scans (he told me he wants to be at those), I don't hold out any hope that he will be there- but I lay that out to him too and let him know it is his decision.

I shall continue to keep my side of the street clean. After all, this is the only thing I can control.

He claims he wants me to see the papers because he won't let the L file unless we are happy and agree with the reasons he has given. Feels like a bit of a temp check to me?