WW Starting to talk again. Not sure if I want her.

[Surfer]

I did a spot of chasing yesterday. I texted my W to see if she had see something on TV I was watching that I knew she would like. No response. It's sad really, she just doesn't have the feelings for me anymore. I'm not having a pity party but I must admit. The times I have thought about her and realised she is not physically or personality wise ideal - but I nevertheless loved her, and clearly still do - make me realise that she just does not view our M in the same way (ie that it was all about us and the kids). She certainly does not love me in the same way.

Nevermind. I will just carry on being the best version of me. If she decides to carry on as she is, ultaimately she will miss out. But sadly so will the kids. I just need to be the best Dad and plan fun things for us to do!

Surfer.