Trying to detach - part deux

[Coly23]

Gump, Cherry, Hawker, SH thank you all so much for your encouragement and support!

Today I feel a sense of calm has come over me. I actually think this NC thing is doing me some good so far. I still miss H but I'm not desperate to see him and I haven't had that anxiety feeling for the first time today either.

SH, you probably guessed that I am quite a stubborn person and yes feel I am kicking and screaming a little less every day (but never in front of H, he doesn't get to see how much he hurt me) and I think this is because I have begun to accept what has happened rather than fight it.

I actually had a really lovely day today with D just pottering around. She wouldn't say the same though as she is currently grounded for having a party in our house whilst I was away!!

Have a lovely weekend everyone! X