Hi job I really appreciate the reply. I just think I'm struggling since I've been doing these things for so long now but it doesn't feel like much is changing. Guess like you say I need to focus on me for a while again

M 10, T 18
M: 36, W: 35, D: 8, S: 6
EA: Oct 12
ILYBINILWY: Jan 15
BD: Aug 15
Separated: Sep 15
Miss you: Jun 16
Aug 16: Dating (!)
Oct 16: Selfishness returns...
currently: disgusted