Thanks Sara and Coly. I have been taking it easy on myself. I know it's normal to feel a little down about everything and I think I'm pretty much recovered from the experiences.
Really nothing will change too much for me anyways. We had pretty much separated everything when she moved out so it was really just putting it all in writing.
Haven't heard from her since.
Not going to lie to cheer myself up a bit a bought myself a few thing yesterday. I needed some new black boots and I got a super good deal (75% off!!) so I got 2 pairs and then I went to the mall and got myself a few new pairs of jeans and also ordered myself a new video game.
I also bought my niece her presents for her birthday next Friday.
It was great therapy, getting to treat myself to some things (even if they were practical things that I realistically did need for winter, well minus the video game). Plus the mall is a good half hour from my house so driving there and jamming to some music was also good therapy.
I feel much better today.
W:32 M:26 T:5 yrs M: 3 yr BD: JUN 2016 W Moved out: early JUL 2016 W Filed for D: mid JUL 2016 EA: 06/16? PA: 07/16 Moved in w/ ow: 07/16 D final: 10/16
