Feeling Lost 3

[srt]

Well another 2 days roll past and again I go through the full rollercoaster of emotions.

Went a walk last night with W, D & S since W did not want a late night. Walk was only 1/2 hour which was disappointing for me but I did not let it show and had a good time with S. W did not really make much effort to talk with me, which was a shame since our other dates meant we had a good catch up.

Tonight she arrived and then had stuff to say about her looks. She really seems obsessed about getting old and her appearance, this seems bizarre since I still think she looks amazing and my close friend has told me this too.

W seemed to go in the huff quickly tonight when asking about some item of clothing for D - I said we'd get it over the weekend but she went into complete escape mode at this and left within 30 secs. Not too sure what I've done wrong there but not going to get upset or dragged into it.

Wondering what the next steps are now. I have stepped back a bit and W is still suggesting we meet up but I feel like there is no progress to show for it i.e. no changes have been made.
I'm loathe to start a chat about relationship since W standard answer to tricky topics like this is "I don't know" - infuriating!!! especially since she has had a year to get to bloody know!

Not too sure about why to post all this other than to say we keep having contact but it doesn't seem to go anywhere. Also she is very limited in what she will do regarding a "date".