Trying to detach - part deux

[Coly23]

Journaling- had a really busy work week so not a lot of time for GAL. D unwell this week too so didn't want go out and leave her. I'm definitely going to do a few things this weekend but nothing planned for definite. Maybe go to the gym and get out into the garden and get it ready for the Autumn/winter. Plant a few winter bulbs that sort of thing.

Soooo - miss impatient knickers is having a few withdrawal symptoms from going dark. I haven't had any contact with H since last Thursday except for seeing him for a couple of minutes to say hello when he dropped D off last Friday. He texted D on Monday and tried to call her on Tuesday but being a typical teenager she hasn't got back to him as she has more important things to do like talk incessantly to her friends on Face Time! Unfortunately he has moved way down in her list of priorities.

So I feel better for not texting him and having to wait hours for a response but I just miss him so much. I wish he would reach out to me just once. Going dark is almost a reinforcement of the rejection when they don't contact you.. :0(