Newby here, desperate for some advice (thread 5)

[JRuss]

Thanks, doodler. I guess that's where I am. I'll go, and I'll try, and I'll watch to see if there's a real attempt being made, but I really want to be detached as to the chances for "success", whatever that would look like. I don't see any other way to go at this point. That really goes for the R as a whole, doesn't it?

(I have my own IC already whom I've been seeing for 17 months now, and she really helped me save myself from the really abject, dark days immediately post-BD).