Life has changed, and I choose to grow from it.

[SH_]

Ramblings of a broken man-The final part..
disclaimer to read at your own risk...
Nothing here but nonsense that needs a place to go.....

Merriam Webster-
Simple Definition of superhero

a fictional character who has amazing powers
a very heroic person

Full Definition of superhero

a fictional hero having extraordinary or superhuman powers; also
: an exceptionally skillful or successful person

Irish called me a superhero at a time that I needed some powers....
I have changed my screen name form SadHub to SH to continue the inspiration of the kind words and support shared with me...
SH has the power to mean SuperHero..
or it has the power to mean many other things as my dear friend Phoebe continues to call me, each has it's power to make me smile and feel good....


I have been in a state of feeling like the superhero, the Hulk for a bit....
Feeling smart and wise on the outside like Bruce Banner, but when the anger and rage takes over I lose myself and must take exile so as not to harm those around me with my moods and despair....

Of late, the Superhero that is the hulk has faded from me, and now I am in the nature of the SuperHero,
Wolverine....
This character actually first appeared in the last panel of the Incredible Hulk...so it is fitting.
I have taken on this Hero as I have this desire to find to about my past so that I can understand why I am the way I am.....I have a unsettled sense below the surface that manifests itself in forms of frustration and crankiness.....I control it though...I just stay in the background and to myself.
The loner, as Logan when not in his Wolverine state.

But if those that I hold dear are in harms way or are hurting, I will spring to action to defend them and help them, even if it means putting off my own search for what haunts me and a past that I can not seem to recall with enough clarity to know what is eating at me from within.
But I will continue to seek the answers as my loved ones are in a place of peace and comfort....

It is late, and I am drained....
To those that actually read this....I tip my hat....
It really has been day and week of incoherent ramblings for me...

Maybe it is time to step away from this all for a spell.....
I must find answers to calm the storm in my mind.....