Maybe it's time to up the GAL ante, my friend, even though I have not mastered my inversion...
Yes Grl...we will discuss the ante and inversion progress for sure....
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I remember feeling empty with GAL activities too, like a big phony just doing stuff for show so my ex (H at the time) would think I was fine and did not need or want him. But my heart was not in it. But after a while, I got started being stronger and really WAS fine.
Just part of the process Sh, part of detaching, part of moving forward. You are such a deep thinker, so introspective. I have so much respect for you. For you too, Grl!
It's nice to hear you are so happy and joyful when you're with your D6. It is NOT nice to hear that you feel hypocritical for giving other people advice and challenging them to share a post of joy. A BIG part of healing and growing with this process is helping other people. And you do that so well. Keep it up, eventually it will stick to you too smile
RL,
It is good to hear that the emptiness is not just an issue I am having, bu may be part of the process....especially for an introvert like me.....
Yes, the feeling of hypocrisy.... This has been in my mind of late... Maybe hypocrisy is the wrong word, but something is not sitting well with me as I share and help others, yet feel like I am wandering in a place with nothing in it.... You are right though...I know that service is very important...and I want to be able to do it right.... Thank you RosaLinda for you feedback, support and all that you have and are doing for me.
Originally Posted By: roist
Others sharing their experiences could inspire you. At worst you helped others.... . But maybe can help yourself too.
Truth.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
