I am quite a lot annoyed with H, he is now playing the devoted dad whereas when we were together he would hardly spend some time with our kids. The kids came back saying that they like going to their dad's because they go to bed later than with me and he is backing cakes with them! I'm like WTF? He never did this when we were together!
I'm feeling it's not fair as he is becoming the dad I know he could be expect that it's without me! Also he turned up very late last night to pick up kids and I texted him asking next time to let me know when he would be late as I had plans, and when he turned up he was angrily asking the kids to hurry up to get their things as I had to go! To be fair I didn't appreciate being blamed that the kids had to rush because I wanted to go out, while he was in the first place running late.
I don't understand why I'm jealous! I know I see a glimpse of who he could really be but it will never be with me. This really s@#ks!
