Tell me what to do!!!

[Zanadoo]

Andrew I love all of your information! I want to become the lighthouse that you speak of but I don't really know how. I guess maybe I'm wanting it to happen instantly and that is just not how it goes. It bothers me that my husband has absolutely no interest in me and I'm not sure how to gain his attention. But maybe that isn't the point? I feel like I always try to keep myself looking presentable except last friday I answered the door right after I got out of the shower. But it doesn't seem to do anything to him. Its just frustrating.