That was a lot to digest, CT. I'm gonna have to come back later and re-read that again. Even though you are coming at your sitch from a different angle that I might, I can tell you are trying to look at the big picture and ask the necessary questions of everything. I'm not there yet myself. I admire you as you are progressing forward.
Originally Posted By: CT1118
I feel detached from the chaos kid and her actions, but I do not feel detached from the idea that I still want the marriage with the prisoner inside, who may emerge a free woman. I feel attached to the emerging me and my actions, but I do not feel detached from the idea that I do not want the marriage with the chaos kid who may never let her prisoner go.
D@mn, this resonates. You hear something that encapsulates a feeling you already have. You didn't know it was there because it was buried beneath the shallows, and other times it is a feeling for which you haven't given any name for yet.
