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Surfer, I think I have got rid of the fear of loosing him. I know now this is probably going to happen. Still things like this are quite curious. I'm certainly learning more about R's than I previously knew.

Today I've not quite been as sick which was a relief, so hauled myself into work. Did a few conference calls, and then hid in a quiet area to get some work done (if I'm in my office I get distracted, likewise if I take it home).

Only complaint is my sleep wasn't too great last night, takes forever to get comfy, then my bladder awakens me!

Been researching what new baby things I may need, found myself gushing at little sleep suits and booties! And bought a few pairs of maternity trousers so i can be a bit comfier! My mama keeps telling me I'm so lucky that maternity clothes are so stylish, she tells me tales of her smocks while pregnant with me and my siblings!

I didn't see h for his conversation yesterday, kind of let go of thinking about it. I've heard about the worst I could hear him say. I shall try (not too obviously) to avoid him for a little while!