Hey surfer! Thank you for swinging by, good to see you. Yup he temporarily sucked me in slightly. I have heard the worst, so why drag it out, why repeat it?! Questions none of us can answer so I won't pay no mind!

Having a relaxing evening by myself, relaxing and watching some tv. Enjoyed a lovely cuddle with S before bed. He tapped my belly and said "night baby" still not sure he fully understands, but it's hella cute either way!

Watched a programme on childbirth this eve. Not sure this is a great idea when I've got to do this in a few months, but I'm kinda excited to do it again. Seeing the joy on the parents faces when that baby is born had my tearing up a little. A tad bitter sweet as I remembered me and h and the loving moments as we were handed our son, so happy we were a proper little family now. But I'll still be excited to hold my next child, give he/she a kiss. That rush of love is immense, I get that same rush whenever I see my S, you truly do not understand love until you become a parent.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16