Life has changed, and I choose to grow from it.

[RosaLinda]

I felt empty with my GAL activities over the summer, almost as if it was just a show to the world that I was okay or something....
I have slowed it down as something was not...well not sure what it was not.

I am actually in a more calm and place of joy of late, but there is a dark shadow that I am trying to head off...

Maybe it's time to up the GAL ante, my friend, even though I have not mastered my inversion...

I remember feeling empty with GAL activities too, like a big phony just doing stuff for show so my ex (H at the time) would think I was fine and did not need or want him. But my heart was not in it. But after a while, I got started being stronger and really WAS fine.

Just part of the process Sh, part of detaching, part of moving forward. You are such a deep thinker, so introspective. I have so much respect for you. For you too, Grl!

It's nice to hear you are so happy and joyful when you're with your D6. It is NOT nice to hear that you feel hypocritical for giving other people advice and challenging them to share a post of joy. A BIG part of healing and growing with this process is helping other people. And you do that so well. Keep it up, eventually it will stick to you too