I need to figure out a way to get some control. If I go to her angry right now I honestly don't know what would happen. It might be good or it might be the worst thing I could do.
Here's an idea: Stop basing your actions on how you THINK she might respond. You have no idea how she will respond. If it's the right thing to do, do it. If it's not, don't.
Your fear is paralyzing you.
Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.
