Cherry.Papers filed "am I making a mistake".focus!

[Cherry]

Maybs, it's weird isn't it. Whilst it's still not what I want, I can't say I want a r with who he is right now. I can't deal with the ignoring me anymore, disrespect, I want to feel loved and valued. And although I can't see me with another person, which makes me feel a bit sad. And I'm sad that he has taken away my belief in m and growing old together and raising our children.

I never thought I would get to the stage that I'm a bit too exhausted to carry on. But for me, I significantly lost hope when he filed. Especially for someone so careful with money, that he could rush straight through it and throw money at L's.

Grl, yeah I won't be pressured. I want to make sure I don't miss a trick or end up hard done by. I will not be bullied. Although I feel I've been pushed into a situation I don't want, I will control whatever is in my hands.