I was asking for some divine help while I was floundering with all the toxic interactions today and I saw your post above.
I am starting to realise with great horror that this is one of the life lessons that I have to learn asap before I start repeating all these horrific life lessons.
Mind over matter. Control and act in spite of my emotions.
You are a superhero!
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.