I am sorry to hear the emotional pain that you are in. The future is up to you and what becomes of you is whatever you choose it to be.
Swing by BluWaves thread. I believe you could benefit from the conversation we are having as it relates to emotions and feelings. There is much that with knowledge that one can do to control the emotional duress....
I can honestly say I know the pain you feel based on my own firsthand experiences. I can also honestly say that with time it can get better..... But that will be up to you and how much work you decide to put into it. If I can do it brother..... Then I know you can as well.....
You know how it is, one step forward, three steps back - or three steps forward, one step back. I think this is the worst of it - the moving out and kids switching schools, the bank accounts being split, selling the house. I mean, that's the divorce right there. When we finalize the divorce I'll just sign a piece of paper, but the damage is being done right now. Hopefully this is the worst of it.
Me-45, W-37, T-10 yrs, M-9 yrs D -7 yrs, S-5 yrs BD-5/3/16, D filed 6/8/16
