Things keep improving. At first she only allowed me to spend a few minutes with the kids with Skype each night just to say goodnight and I love you. Now she is leaving me alone with the kids who are using their tablet for a long time so that I can read them a story and talk about the day before they go to bed. Our text messages are becoming longer and more friendly. I can feel the love in her words and when we exchange the kids she stays there looking at me while before she only tried to avoid looking at me. Finally she has realized that I will not pursue her and that I am perfectly fine without her. She also knows that I will always be available if she decides to do things together with the kids and she also knows that I am not going to look for anybody else. I wonder what's going to happen next, that will be interesting. I wish she would just run to me, put her arms around me and tell me " I am sorry for what I did to you, I love you, I don't know what happened to me". We will find out....
