Quote: I fail to see how in the heck she was there for you when she didn't do what she said she would.
Well, I was being sarcastic. There are so many times when I have been there for her, and on each occasion she takes and takes. But when I've needed her, then she's just not there. She says she always will be, but actions speak louder than words.
Honestly, at this point I've been a giver for 8 1/2 years. She's been a taker all that time. I don't think I have anything left to give at this point.
Like HH said...she wants me to be the bad guy, like the men who hurt her in her past (father, rape, cheaters, etc). That way she can say it was me, not her. That way she doesn't have to confront the fact that she's letting a "nice guy" go because he's not perfect. But I'm not going to be that bad guy...cause that's just not who I am.
"The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step." – Lao Tzu
