Oh DBR, I'm so sorry about your troubles with WAW. I VERY MUCH understand how your emotions would be very tightly wound after all the insights you've been having on the message board this week. I know that is part of what contributed to my H frustrations today, too. (And you're right, things could VERY easily have gone the other way for us - it's H that pulled things out of the crapper, not me.)
Please share what happened when you feel up to it. Meanwhile, try not to be too upset with yourself - you ARE only human, after all.