My Wife Walked Out 6

[RSG]

Well, my year of hell continues. Thank you guys for checking up on me.

The details keep coming out and they're sick. I have no choice but to divorce. The sex is nasty enough. It's the fact that every word out of her month since last November has been a lie. She used my love, my hope and the love of my family against me and used it for her own gain.

My stomach is in knots, and the tears come and go. I DID get a lot of quality time with my boy. He has held me together through all this, and he's doing it again. He did well at his evaluation yesterday and I just need to get a few more forms filled out so the city can determine what he's eligible for.

I've never felt pain like this before. This kind of betrayal. To trust someone implicitly and to be used in every way possible. I am sleeping ok though. I'm emotionally exhausted, so I zonk right out. I loved my wife. I wanted to live my life with her. There's just something wrong inside of her. She's not a happy person, and I don't think she'll ever be. I had my faults in our marriage, but she KNEW I was full of love. And that's how she got me.

I want to bring a positive female role model into my son's life again after I've picked myself up and am able to be serious with a woman again. I have a ton of love to give. I'm a good man, intelligent, provide as best I can, attractive and a great father. I know I can find a good woman.

But for now, I'm just trying to survive.